Prune to remember?

Twelve years that we go on to side? Sharing what always us unio, the passion for the music, the laughs and the weepings, the compania that I never give up of your side and the memory(report) that was never trumping us. Today when all our projects to future present sound, not these. And it hurts, hurts to know that you were always with me and today already not.

Tenía mucho miedo de perderte.
Hoy que (supuestamente) te perdí me siento segura
de que nunca te perdí!
¿Cómo puede estar pasandome esto a mi?
mejor amigo-